{"id":74,"date":"2005-11-29T05:46:00","date_gmt":"2005-11-29T05:46:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/?p=74"},"modified":"2015-11-01T17:20:34","modified_gmt":"2015-11-02T01:20:34","slug":"carrot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/2005\/11\/29\/carrot\/","title":{"rendered":"Carrot"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.com\/ayearofsongs\/images\/blogimages\/carrot.jpg\" alt=\"Carrot\" align=\"left\" border=\"1\" hspace=\"6\" vspace=\"2\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 180%;\">T<\/span>here was a time, in that lost era of my early manhood, when I judged life to be essentially a balancing act between <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">work <\/span>(writing and music) and love &#8212; or, more properly, romance.<\/p>\n<p>In an <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ayearofsongs.com\/ayearofsongs\/2005\/10\/what-promises-mean-today.html\">earlier post<\/a>, I wrote about the beautiful Icelandic girl who was, briefly, a muse, mentor, and colleague in the painfully difficult reinvention of myself from poet to songwriter. (Far more painful, without doubt, for those around me.)<\/p>\n<p>This song was the first of my early songs to win largely favorable comment from my friend and it was the first time I ever felt what I&#8217;d later realize was a form of professional pride (which does, indeed, I would later learn, often go before a nasty, if occasionally comic, pratfall).<\/p>\n<p>To be frank&#8230; it was probably one of the first of my songs to have recognizably repeating sections and some sort of coherent structure. My earliest work leaned hard toward the fever-dream stream-of-nonsense school &#8212; with literary, metaphysical, and scriptural references thrown in to spice up the already indigestible gumbo.<\/p>\n<p>In fact, this song refers to that phase in my life (talking to girls all night and playing long rambling songs til dawn&#8230; it was a phase I had a hard time growing past). My artistic ambivalence and deep-seated alienation may have seemed like shtick &#8212; sometimes they even did to me &#8212; but in the long run it became obvious that they were all too real and, at the risk of being overly self-revelatory, I think it&#8217;s safe to say that that reality permeates my creative work.<\/p>\n<p>Ya think?<\/p>\n<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-74-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/In_the_Course_of_Events\/AYoS20051128_In_the_Course_of_Events.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/In_the_Course_of_Events\/AYoS20051128_In_the_Course_of_Events.mp3\">http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/In_the_Course_of_Events\/AYoS20051128_In_the_Course_of_Events.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\"><br \/>\nCarrot<\/span><\/p>\n<p>(In the Course of Events)<\/p>\n<p>In the course of events<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve seen my goals hanging just like a carrot in front of my nose<br \/>\nIn the struggle for those higher attainments, hell,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been to the top<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ve seen the drop on the other side<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">And I don&#8217;t care if your money&#8217;s no good<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I don&#8217;t care if both your legs are wood<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I don&#8217;t care what your ma says to do <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Just come away with me<\/span><\/p>\n<p>It takes time to get where you want to go<br \/>\nand its never quite the same when you get there<br \/>\nbut that doesn&#8217;t stop me cause there&#8217;s still a couple things<br \/>\nI&#8217;d like to try with you and you never can tell<br \/>\nit might work out all right<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">You can sit and talk about life all day<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">as much as you can talk your questions wont go away<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">it&#8217;s a conversation that leads me to say<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">just come away with me<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been burned before<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ll get burned again<br \/>\nI guess that&#8217;s the same for everyone<br \/>\nI know what I need<br \/>\nI know what I want<br \/>\nI know what I get &#8212;<br \/>\nthey don&#8217;t always correspond<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">You can sit and talk about life all day<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">as much as you can talk your questions wont go away<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">it&#8217;s a conversation that leads me to say<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">just come away with me<\/span><\/p>\n<p>(C)1974 TK Major<span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There was a time, in that lost era of my early manhood, when I judged life to be essentially a balancing act between work (writing and music) and love &#8212; or, more properly, romance. 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