{"id":385,"date":"2008-05-02T05:26:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-02T12:26:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/?p=385"},"modified":"2015-10-29T15:59:09","modified_gmt":"2015-10-29T22:59:09","slug":"the-waters-cold-the-moon-is-pale","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/2008\/05\/02\/the-waters-cold-the-moon-is-pale\/","title":{"rendered":"The water&#8217;s cold, the moon is pale&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/images\/blogimages\/SwimOrDie3.jpg\" alt=\"Forget Her Eyes\" align=\"left\" border=\"1\" hspace=\"6\" vspace=\"2\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 180%;\">T<\/span>here had been a lot of women. At least by the standards of happy, well-adjusted people. That&#8217;s how he figured it these days.<\/p>\n<p>But for a long time, he&#8217;d been proud on some level he knew to be infantile, silly, superficial, <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">tawdry&#8230;<\/span> but proud, nonetheless.<\/p>\n<div class=\"image\" style=\"border-style: dotted; margin: 20px; width: 240px; float: right; font-size: 12px;\">\n<div style=\"margin: 10px;\">\n<p><b><i>Forget Her Eyes<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-385-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/TkMajor_SwimOrDie_ay0s_2008-05-01\/2008-05-01_AYoS_Swim_or_Die.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/TkMajor_SwimOrDie_ay0s_2008-05-01\/2008-05-01_AYoS_Swim_or_Die.mp3\">http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/TkMajor_SwimOrDie_ay0s_2008-05-01\/2008-05-01_AYoS_Swim_or_Die.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 78%;\"><i>previous versions<\/i><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/2005\/11\/swim-or-die.html\">Monday, November 21, 2005<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/2006\/03\/this-oceans-just-tearforget-her-eyes.html\">Tuesday, March 14, 2006<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>He&#8217;d lost track but one day an old pal challenged him to count them up.<\/p>\n<p>There were more than he remembered, and he felt a secret thrill as he tallied them up&#8230; but as the scribbled list grew, there were more and more question marks for last names, and more than a few forgotten first names, as well.<\/p>\n<p>And as the list grew, so too did his increasing sense that there was something ultimately pathetic about the list. There were a lot of flings, of course, a handful of one night stands, a little cheatin&#8217;, a little slippin&#8217; around&#8230;<br \/>\nBut there were some relationships he <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">really tried at&#8230;<\/span> or at least that&#8217;s what he&#8217;d told himself at the time. But every time a love affair or <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">relationship<\/span> went down in flames, he consoled himself with the promise of adventure and new romance.<\/p>\n<p>And after a while he began to wonder if maybe it wasn&#8217;t <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">just<\/span> adventure and romance that he was seeking. Maybe the hard work of building a relationship &#8212; as more than a couple of girls had phrased it &#8212; maybe that was just <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">too much work<\/span>.<\/p>\n<p>Adventure, romance, <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">sex&#8230; that was the easy part.<\/span>..<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 78%;\"><i>previous versions<\/i><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/2005\/11\/swim-or-die.html\">Monday, November 21, 2005<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/2006\/03\/this-oceans-just-tearforget-her-eyes.html\">Tuesday, March 14, 2006<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 78%;\"><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">lyrics<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 130%;\"><b><i>Forget Her Eyes<\/i><\/b><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 85%;\">[<span style=\"font-size: 78%;\">aka<\/span> <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Swim or Die<\/span>] <\/span><\/p>\n<p>forget her eyes forget her voice<br \/>\nforget her soft caress<br \/>\nshe&#8217;s just some phony made up girl<br \/>\nup inside your lonely head<\/p>\n<p>forget the night that could have been<br \/>\nthe time that never was<br \/>\nforget the dreams that turned to lies<br \/>\nthen crumbled into dust<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">swim or die<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">it&#8217;s understood<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I know just what to do<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">swim or die<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">it sounds- so &#8211; good<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">if I could only move<\/span><\/p>\n<p>the waters cold<br \/>\nthe moon is pale<br \/>\nthe lights sparkle on the pier<br \/>\nthe musics faint &amp; far away<br \/>\nthe ocean&#8217;s like a mirror<\/p>\n<p>I see myself for what I am<br \/>\nit all becomes so clear<br \/>\njust a wave upon the sea<br \/>\nand this ocean&#8217;s just a tear<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">swim or die<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">it&#8217;s understood<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I know just what to do<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">swim or die<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">it sounds- so &#8211; good<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">if I could only move<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 78%;\">(C)1996, 2008, TK Major<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There had been a lot of women. At least by the standards of happy, well-adjusted people. That&#8217;s how he figured it these days. But for a long time, he&#8217;d been proud on some level he knew to be infantile, silly, superficial, tawdry&#8230; but proud, nonetheless. 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