{"id":31,"date":"2005-10-17T03:35:00","date_gmt":"2005-10-17T03:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/?p=31"},"modified":"2015-09-22T18:27:48","modified_gmt":"2015-09-23T01:27:48","slug":"scared","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/2005\/10\/17\/scared\/","title":{"rendered":"Scared"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/images\/blogimages\/scared.jpg\" alt=\"Scared.\" width=\"240\" border=\"1\" hspace=\"6\" vspace=\"2\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><span style=\"font-size: 180%;\">I<\/span> could give myself to love <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">but love would only break my heart<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I could give my world to you<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">but you would tear that little world apart <\/span><\/p>\n<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-31-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Scared_2\/AYoS20051016_Scared.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Scared_2\/AYoS20051016_Scared.mp3\">http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Scared_2\/AYoS20051016_Scared.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 100%;\"><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">Didn&#8217;t Know That I Could Still Be Scared<\/span><\/p>\n<p>don&#8217;t know what to do about you<br \/>\ndidn&#8217;t know that I could still be scared<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been alone so long that this seems wrong<br \/>\nstill I&#8217;m terrified to find<br \/>\nI need you there<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I could give myself to love <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">but love would only break my heart<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I could give my world to you<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">but you would tear that little world apart <\/span><\/p>\n<p>one day I looked at myself<br \/>\nand then I began again<br \/>\nI built it up and I tore it down<br \/>\nand I won&#8217;t do that again<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I could give myself to love&#8230;<br \/>\n<\/span> <span style=\"font-size: 100%;\"><br \/>\nEvery time I hear that I&#8217;m doing all right<br \/>\nI know that I&#8217;m living a lie<br \/>\nEverytime that I feel myself start to slip<br \/>\nI hold my hand to the fire<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 100%;\"><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I could give myself to love <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">but love would only break my heart<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I could give my world to you<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">but you would tear that little world apart <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I could give myself to love but love would only break my heart I could give my world to you but you would tear that little world apart http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Scared_2\/AYoS20051016_Scared.mp3 Didn&#8217;t Know That I Could Still Be Scared don&#8217;t know what to do about you didn&#8217;t know that I could still be scared I&#8217;ve been alone [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"pgc_meta":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[168,630,40],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1439,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31\/revisions\/1439"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}