{"id":28,"date":"2005-10-14T00:10:00","date_gmt":"2005-10-14T07:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/?p=28"},"modified":"2015-11-01T15:38:52","modified_gmt":"2015-11-01T23:38:52","slug":"circuit-breaker","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/2005\/10\/14\/circuit-breaker\/","title":{"rendered":"Circuit Breaker"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/images\/blogimages\/circuitbreaker-1.jpg\" alt=\"Honey, there's a circuit breaker deep inside my heart.\" width=\"240\" align=\"left\" border=\"1\" hspace=\"6\" vspace=\"2\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 180%;\">I<\/span> don&#8217;t know if we <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">all<\/span> know the feeling&#8230; but some of you surely do.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not talking about the feeling of <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">blowing it<\/span>, <span style=\"font-style: italic;\"> flaming out, wigging, flipping your lid,<\/span> or otherwise losing control.<\/p>\n<p>No&#8230; I&#8217;m talking about that world-weary feeling you get when someone you&#8217;ve cared about, agonized over, loved, lamented, and forgiven a thousand times, someone you <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">have <\/span>lost control over in the past, someone who was <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">once<\/span> your everything, pushes too far once too often and you realize that, instead of anger, or sorrow, or rage or pity &#8212; you feel <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">nothing<\/span>.<\/p>\n<p>Now, the electrically minded among us (and I know a <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">lot<\/span> of you geeks because I <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">am<\/span> one of you geeks) will be compelled to point out that a better analogy might be an old fashioned fuse since once they blow you have to put in a whole new fuse, whereas, with a circuit breaker, you just flip a switch and you&#8217;re ready to go again (but hopefully you&#8217;ve unplugged a leggy blonde or two).<\/p>\n<p>But fuses go out with a flash and a loud pop&#8230; what I was really after <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">was <\/span>the precise, businesslike click-thunk-thank-ya&#8217;-ma&#8217;am-I&#8217;ll-find-my-own-way out of a circut breaker relay. No muss, no fuss, no blackened fuse box. Just a clean, emotionless shutdown.<\/p>\n<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-28-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Circuit_Breaker_3\/AYoS20051013Circuit_Breaker.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Circuit_Breaker_3\/AYoS20051013Circuit_Breaker.mp3\">http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/Circuit_Breaker_3\/AYoS20051013Circuit_Breaker.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nCircuit Breaker<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Honey there&#8217;s a circuit breaker<br \/>\ndeep inside my heart<br \/>\nlate last nite I felt the whole thing blow<br \/>\nI felt all my feelings stop<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Isn&#8217;t it amazing, doll <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">how fast it all can change<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">the twitch of a tiny hand<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">and today is yesterday<\/span><\/p>\n<p>The love l felt for you<br \/>\nwas like a frozen photograph<br \/>\nwhere you watch the ghosts appear<br \/>\nbaby, step into the past<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Isn&#8217;t it amazing, doll&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p>Wasnt there forever<br \/>\nat least for a little while<br \/>\nwasnt there a time for us<br \/>\ntoo bad that&#8217;s out of style<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Isn&#8217;t it amazing, doll <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">how fast it all can change<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">the twitch of a tiny hand<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">and today is yesterday<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know if we all know the feeling&#8230; but some of you surely do. I&#8217;m not talking about the feeling of blowing it, flaming out, wigging, flipping your lid, or otherwise losing control. No&#8230; I&#8217;m talking about that world-weary feeling you get when someone you&#8217;ve cared about, agonized over, loved, lamented, and forgiven a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"pgc_meta":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[6,340,67],"tags":[906,591,907,594],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1430,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions\/1430"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}