{"id":256,"date":"2006-09-02T01:13:00","date_gmt":"2006-09-02T01:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/?p=256"},"modified":"2015-10-30T16:56:47","modified_gmt":"2015-10-30T23:56:47","slug":"wasnt-there-forever","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/blg\/2006\/09\/02\/wasnt-there-forever\/","title":{"rendered":"Wasn&#8217;t there forever&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/images\/blogimages\/circuitbreaker-3.jpg\" alt=\"deep inside my heart\" align=\"left\" border=\"1\" hspace=\"6\" vspace=\"2\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 180%;\">M<\/span>y first apartment was a 3rd floor split-level walkup in a haunted old Hollywood-Tudor frame house. It had been built in 1908, by the developer of a then exlusive neighborhood called Carrol Park.<\/p>\n<p>It was a time when houses, if they were big enough, had names. The name of my house was <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Brown Gables<\/span> and it reached about four stories above the two story neighborhood.<\/p>\n<p>Our living room and kitchen were on the third floor but my bedroom was on a split level in between floors, with my roomie sleeping on an elevated loft above that &#8212; a full floor above the living room. The peaked roof rose another 15 feet or so above the loft. My bedroom was on the split level. It was part of a large gable, with three three light windows across the street side.<\/p>\n<p>I used to eat breakfast on the rickety, swaying two flight wooden stair that led dizzyingly down from our kitchen&#8217;s back door, a story and a half straight on each flight. Our landlord was a neighboring church that was renting out the scheduled-to-be-torn-down old house, divided into five apartments during the tough times of the depression, to students from the local university.<\/p>\n<p>Growing up in the postwar suburbs of Orange County, California, I found the old house the most exotic place I could imagine for a first apartment. I never saw the ghost but my roommate said he thought he did. A Sikh engineering student the next floor down had felt its presence and heard things. Another tennant, a young woman, had seen the ghost, a middle aged man, several times.<\/p>\n<p>House legend had it that the ghost was the former aide and companion of a retired WWI general, supposedly killed in a lover&#8217;s quarrel by his longtime boss, who was subsequently sent away to an institution for the criminally insane, as those facilities were quaintly known back then.<\/p>\n<p>As one might imagine, the wiring in the old house &#8212; apparently mostly unimproved since its building six decades before, a time when electricity was pretty much used for lights and maybe those new-fangled toasters that had just started being manufactured &#8212; was primitive.<\/p>\n<p>There were no circuit-breaker panels at Brown Gables.<\/p>\n<p>There was just a dingey &#8212; and singed &#8211;row of old-fashioned fuses with grease pencil labels over them, protected by a little slanted awning, tucked under the bottom leg of the back stairs.<\/p>\n<p>I should hope it will horrify modern readers to think that college students &#8212; about half of them grad students &#8212; would do something as absurdly dangerous as substituting a slug for a fuse but that&#8217;s exactly what happened when no one had a fuse and papers needed to be written or Coltrane listened to.<\/p>\n<p>The smudged and blackened area around some of the fuse sockets attested to that danger, yet standard practice when confronting an overheating slug was to simply <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">turn off some appliances<\/span> and try to go on about normal life. And, of course, try to remember to pick up a box of fuses on the way back from class in the morning.<\/p>\n<p>Brown Gables never burned down, happily for those of us more than three stories above the ground and safety, but they eventually herded us out under court order (at least I got something like a month&#8217;s rent free, that was nice). We tried a lot of last ditch efforts, invoking the building&#8217;s historic status (that was most of town in those days, though&#8230; much of it sadly gone, now), even holding a tiny protest before a bewildered reporter from the local daily, whose seemed considerably more sympathetic to soulless institution tearing our home out from under us.<\/p>\n<p>Actually, the church caretaker who served as our property manager, was a real nice old fellow, so it wasn&#8217;t as though we were directly mistreated. Of course, the church tore <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">his<\/span> house down to build an old folks home.<\/p>\n<p>They put a parking lot where Brown Gables had been.<\/p>\n<p>What, you were asking yourself back when you still cared, does <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">any<\/span> of this to do with today&#8217;s song, which, for crying out loud, isn&#8217;t even about <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">fuses<\/span> but rather about a circuit breaker, which is really just a slightly goofy metaphor, anyhow&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nothin&#8217; much.<\/p>\n<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-256-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/TKMajorCircuitBreakerAYoS3\/20060901_AYoS3_Circuit_Breaker.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/TKMajorCircuitBreakerAYoS3\/20060901_AYoS3_Circuit_Breaker.mp3\">http:\/\/www.archive.org\/download\/TKMajorCircuitBreakerAYoS3\/20060901_AYoS3_Circuit_Breaker.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/2005\/10\/circuit-breaker.html\">AYoS Thursday, October 13, 2005<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ayearofsongs.org\/ayearofsongs\/2006\/03\/love-i-felt-for-you-is-like-frozen.html\">AYoS Saturday, March 11, 2006<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.archive.org\/details\/TKMajorCircuitBreakerAYoS3\" target=\"_blank\">Internet Archive page for this recording<\/a><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">Circuit Breaker<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Honey there&#8217;s a circuit breaker<br \/>\ndeep inside my heart<br \/>\nlate last nite I felt the whole thing blow<br \/>\nI felt all my feelings stop<\/p>\n<p>Isn&#8217;t it amazing, doll<br \/>\nhow fast it all can change<br \/>\nthe twitch of a tiny hand<br \/>\nand today is yesterday<\/p>\n<p>The love l felt for you<br \/>\nwas like a frozen photograph<br \/>\nwhere you watch the ghosts appear<br \/>\nbaby, step into the past<\/p>\n<p>Isn&#8217;t it amazing, doll&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Wasnt there forever<br \/>\nat least for a little while<br \/>\nwasnt there a time for us<br \/>\ntoo bad that&#8217;s out of style<\/p>\n<p>Isn&#8217;t it amazing, doll<br \/>\nhow fast it all can change<br \/>\nthe twitch of a tiny hand<br \/>\nand today is yesterday<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My first apartment was a 3rd floor split-level walkup in a haunted old Hollywood-Tudor frame house. It had been built in 1908, by the developer of a then exlusive neighborhood called Carrol Park. It was a time when houses, if they were big enough, had names. 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