I'm just listening to the plaster crack... [Blue Recollection]

I'm not the first drunk to suggest that he drank not to forget but to not care. I found that the latter state was typically arrived at just before the former.

I also found that, if you were careful, you could get into that state early in the evening and stay in it until, oh, sometime... sometime when it just didn't matter, anymore.

I found myself stymied by this song over the last few days. I'd recorded a version of it and started to put it up on the web... but as I listened to it, I realized it simply wasn't up to the high standards of...

OK, no, seriously, even I couldn't browbeat myself into putting that version up. The next day, as much because I'd written down the song title in a draft of the day's AYoS blog entry, I found myself both compelled and unable to finish the song. And move on.

But the song defied me. Hell, it laughed in my face. Late each night I tried again to get an acceptable version. It became, you know, a thing.

I finally turned the song inside out and stripped out the familiar blues elements and repetitions.

I suppose I ought to have a periodic disclaimer that stipulates that I'm painfully aware of how far from pitch my singing typically is. I like to think of it as... uh... expressive.

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

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Friday, March 24, 2006

BLUE RECOLLECTION

Now the last thing I remember
You were walking out the door
My hand reached for the bottle
then there ain't no more

you're just a blue recollection
that ain't nothin' new
I been having trouble forgetting
to remember that I don't still love you


I wake up at nite
but it ain't because of you
I'm just listening to the plaster crack
and the clock tick in the next guy's room

you're just a blue recollection
that ain't nothin' new
I been having trouble forgetting
to remember that I don't still love you

Now the last thing I remember
You were walking out the door
My hand reached for the bottle
then there ain't no more...